Well it is official. We are coming home. After learning that our stay here in Ethiopia was, in fact, going to come to an early end I found myself with a ticket for one crazy ride on the emotional roller coaster. I don’t think I would have ever anticipated having so many mixed feelings about going home. Of course, to me there is no place like home and no feeling like that of being surrounded by my loved ones…but I am beginning to realize all of the wonderful things and people that I will also be leaving behind. In such a short time, strangers became friends…and now have become family. Faith has been tested and a million times renewed. Hurts and disappointments have been revealed and replaced with grace and hope. This little girl has come alive to the wonder of the gospel in ways I could’ve never imagined…and I can’t help but wonder… “Is THAT why I was called to Ethiopia? Is THAT why I am now being called…back home?!” I have learned so much from this team, the beautiful people I’ve met here and this opportunity to experience a different culture. Although I didn’t think it was possible to feel more love than what I was bringing with me on this journey, after just a few short months, my heart is beginning to burst at the seams.
I’ve struggled with trying to understand how this could be the end of the work God has called us to do…but after finding the peace that comes from much prayer, I now find myself asking… “What if this is actually just the beginning?” It’s a bittersweet feeling to know what I’m leaving behind and at the same time know what is waiting for me at home. I’ve been blessed far beyond what I deserve and to think that I’ve barely scraped the surface just astounds me. My prayer is for boldness to share what I’ve seen and learned over the past few months and for endurance to keep running the race. I know that this sweet season of my life has been preparing me for the mission that lies ahead of me. I don’t have a clue what or where that mission may be, but I do know that I have a loving God directing my path and all he’s asking me to do right now is simply…trust and obey.